Your own, personal redemption

Oh, my dear, I see, you have made a great decision by now.

You want to change your life, to face your past, to unveil the torturer memories and liberate your true self... but... it seems, that you are yet hesitating...

I know that this is frightening, but NOTHING can be healed and left behind, until you "discover" it within your soul, then observe, understand the hidden causes, find the edification/moral, forgive to yourself and those, who harmed you.

This is the process, as the emotions come off from that certain memory and it becomes to a simple inner picture, empty and painless, without any feelings.
 

All your memories contain emotions even you don't know about it, because you suppress them!
 

Though you beset and stifle your own soul with brutal hands, be sure, these emotions are working within you invisibly! When you oppress them and want to "forget" by any means, these emotions will cause a physical sickness.

Please, let me to repeat:

All your scars carry their painful, wrecking emotional charge - and this emotional charge will make your body become ill, at the end!

Though you don't want to take a recognition of it, BUT your emotions are alive!
Moreover - though you are not aware of it - your invisible, oppressed, "forgotten" deepest dark memories steer your everyday life!

It is simply impossible to select between them. And it is absolutely nonsense to leave without "discovering" your most dangerious inner "enemies" - those deepest, darkest pains, which feed your acst even today.

Just think of it, dear, as a great second chance!

Once you were a weak, vulnerable young child or teenager, and you were easy prey for the evil, but now you are a strong adult armed with bravery and knowledge. You have all the skills, to win and to redeem your suffering young self. Your most painful, darkest memories cry for the redemption first!

Don't leave yourself in the lurch!

Memories will arise automatically - and you have to analyze them by that order, when you begin the work in your "self-redemption"

Your Inner Child shows the appropriate order!

You may decide, dear - that you'll be brave to save and lift up that vulnerable crying child-self to your adult present. This way you lose the pain, your attitude becomes joyful and your energy vibration begins to convey this blessed calmness. From this time you draw the same joy and happiness from the outside world and your life becomes peacefully calm.

Plus you get back huge life-energy.

You must know, that the oppression of your memories and emotions - needs big life-energy. Making your inner "discover" persistently you'll get back this power - it is amazing, I know, you'll feel as if you were reborn!! 

I remember, it was miraculous! I began to see the Nature with a child's eyes, I realised life's every little wonder - not the buyable things, but God's miracles!

The repressed memories/emotions - like stopples - frustrate the flow of God's divine energy. When I opened the way, cleaned away the "barricade" God's presence became more and more stronger and this process never ends.

After cleaning your "water drain" God's energy can flow across your soul and heals those physical symptoms - sicknesses - which, as worning signs, were created by your body!

Or, you may decide, my sad dear, that you keep on kicking wickedly this wounded, maltreated child-self of yours. This way you indentify yourself with your torturer oppressor and you become the most dangerous enemy of your own soul/body/health/life!!

This is the way, as you begin to defend the demon, and represent its interest against your own true self! 

And from this time, there is no mercy... you'll be the most cruel, oppressing, wicked person who attacks against your own true self!

You become your own invisible, inner enemy, a covered, camouflaged murderer who is steered by the evil.

From this time you'll convey the evil's energy!

And the evil's last purpose is the murder.

To destroy and to be destroyed.

Though we can not look inside another person's heart, but we can see the upshot of her/his hearts's and soul's material creation.

The quality of her/his material manifestation - as a mirror reflection - shows this person's spiritual characteristics.

There are eternal rules and signs.

There are huge spiritual problems when someone is dissatisfied with her/his God given material shape and force it to change -

plastic surgery?

extreme hairstyles?

unnatural paint?

the fashion's imitation without thinking?

fatness and other bodily features as central questions?

a false sort of values where physical things seem to be more valuable than spiritual values?

identifies her/himself with a well-paying job, designations or material successes?

And there are huge spiritual problems when a person boasts with her/his sickness, as if it was her/his own merit!

Sickness as a tool to get recognition, sympathy, respect, acceptance, esteem!

Sickness, which was created by her/his weakness, cowardice, the false thinking, self-suppressions, irresponsibility.

Sickness, which was created by the order to destroy her/his own body for the sake of evil!

So, we can say, that one single decision - our weakness! - lets the evil to take over the power in our inner realm, and we become its helper during its havoc.

Huge responsibility!

Do you chose the truth of your inner cleaning which leads to God - or do you chose the easier way and give yourself to the evil, which uses you to "kill" other persons and murders you too, at the end.

A person, who is unconscious and fake, strengthens the evil's power automatically and denies the godlike redemption. Maybe this person was just weak - as my own mother! - to make a right decision, BUT the responsibility remains hers/his.

Our weakness does not absolve us from the responsibility!

Our wrong decision's upshot puts heavy karmic burdens onto us.

Yes, the decision is always yours!

You are allowed to be weak and escape from your own life, leaving the battlefield to the evil - and you are allowed to be strong, and to overcome all your troubles with God's help!