To my soulmate
2015.09.20 00:57
I already gave up the wait, resigned in hopes were failed,
inner pictures of Home waved by the promise of longed grace;
...but, you called me across the distance, emotions flew through the astral space, you sent me a foreign language, made me able to communicate,
my empathic soul received your ask, followed the strange and unknown signs, let myself be prepared to blindly trust the great challenge of Earthly life, love was the scar, we left on each other to mark, to recall the task,
the unfinished work of ours, we failed through the times of our common lives;
... one soul and two body, and a healing therapy for long ago
parted soulmates, thank you for the embrace, saved my forgotten best role, to wake your lost face, to give a lost sentiment back to you, alive,
to change the pain to joy, distress to happiness, sorrow to smile;
... it is not personal, a higher level plans my astral travel, to do my best
for hopes come true, as angels used to do, by open heart and confidence,
i'm just a tool to pull out the unsaid 'densely dispersed' 'grains' of souls,
emotions convey the untold knot, i receive and decode without thought;
... forgive me please, i nearly drowned, i submerged the vision completely,
forgot your borders, barriers, i wished to fly and didn't see clearly that
your wings were weak for dreaming, forgive me please, next time i'd like to see happiness in your eyes, when we'll meet again on familiar Home fields;
... i lost my lesson, you lost your angel, we lost our long ago searched love ... maybe... we'll find... in an other time... on an other place...
... in another life...
... goodbye.
Eva Pálházi