'There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, Than are dreamt of in your philosophy.'

 

"The time is out of joint; O cursed spite. That I was ever born to set it right!"

Something happened... yes, I see, dear, I see your confused eyes, your unsteady steps, your musing thoughts... something happened and turned your whole world inside out.

Yes, just now you realised, that you are not alone in your inner realm!

Two different spiritual entities are living within you!

Two powerful ethereal beings, who talk back with each other whilst are fighting, like deadly enemies used to fight... terrible!

The voices of their life-death struggle reach your inner ears from time to time. Yes, you hear these inner voices clearly!

Closing your eyes you see strange faces, unknown images, unimaginably colourful landscapes. Dazzling white light, which draws you to discover your inner world.

You are frightened.

You try to understand, but the action gives no time to ponder. As if an inner waterfall would carry you, as if a fast-flow river would snatch you, as if the lead would slip through from your hand.

Your newly discovered "intruders" fight their wild battle and the circumstances seem to become unmanageable... and you are scared. Yes, you recall similar stories about family members or strangers - who gone mad!

The ghost of a horrible sickness begins to haunt you.

Broken... you are completely broken...

Oh, dear, wait!

This self-judgement won't help!

Keep quiet for a minute... listen!

There are two strange beings living within you... but... who is the person who watches them?

Are you afraid to lose yourself?

Are you afraid to lose your sense?

Are you afraid to lose your thinking abilities?

Don't do, dear, don't be afraid.

Just watch!

Your new abilities are higher than you ever could imagine, your perspicacity becomes clearer and clearer. You became more sensitive, more thoughtful, and your own, true self becomes more and more living.

You just now come to life!

This is your spiritual awakening!

The inner voices were shouting, the inner battle took place since long decades. Those "intruders" are living with you from the beginnings.

Just you were not aware of them!

The eyes, which can see this fight - were blind.

The ears, which are able to hear these voices - were deaf.

Sleeping.

But now they woke up with you!

Suddenly you glimpsed your hidden, inner truth.

You, the wise Watcher, you, the Higher Self, take over the control with perfect skills to keep order between your two, quarrelsome "employee".

Between the Ego and the Soul!

Yes, dear, you are not alone in your inner realm. Your ego and your soul fights there endlessly. Your responsibility to make appropriate circumstances for the sake of your inner peace.

Be sure, you are not the first and not the last enlightened spirit.

Be sure, you are able to live through the sacred process!

God helps your beginner steps and stays with you along the road.

What do you say?!

You don't believe in God?!

Yes, I see... so sorrowful... as you hurry to the doctors and tell them your "symptoms".

And the ego - evil! - controlled material reality gathers momentum. The ready made one word judgement - schizophrenia! - breaks your whole life, like a scarlet letter.

The judgement - schizophrenia - queries your whole being.

Only doubts are left... no, I was wrong, sorry, no doubts... because you are forced to eat terrible, consciousness-modifier drugs as "medicines" and these poisons put an end to your awakening.

No doubts, no emotions, no enlightenment, no awakening, no God - no life, just vegetating.

And the ego - the evil! - is satisfied.

You were dangerous for it, you almost woke up, you almost realised God's truth, you almost unveiled the different spiritual realities, which are at work in this material life, you almost won, you almost became God's blessed immortal child... but... yet fall, at last.

Yes, dear, you didn't trust yourself.

You let the outside world to tell - who you are!

And the outside world is cruel when an "almost-awakened-angel" becomes its prey. The outside world has its power to oppress your beautiful spiritual reality, to transform it till you become a zombie, one of the millions of greys.

Schizophrenia - is a powerful, horrific condemnation... and you adopt the judgement voluntarily... submit yourself to the treatments and the hellish circle gets closed around you.

But...

What if, I say - Awakening!... and you, step by step, move on the road of self-analysis, self-observe, self-knowledge, voluntarily... the road of trustful faith... and the divine Home gets opened in front of you!

​What is normal? ... what is true... ?... and who knows the truth... ?​