Have you ever heard of the 'fathers' sins' theory?
If you are Christian, you did, surely. If not, then the theory of karma will remind you the similar way.
But whilst an oriental belief system has its humane, patient, liberal lines, until then the misunderstood version of this theory becomes the Christianity's sense of guilt. A source of immeasurable remorse and self-reproach.
Yes, there is a huge barrier on the road of understanding and this is the word 'sin'!
The word 'sin' is too strong. You and me, and we all, are weak and unknowing, we make mistakes - but not sins!
You, dear, are working here to learn, to make your own, specified mistakes and to find their lesson.
There is only one wrong decision in your life-way.
The decision, when you choose to stay moveless, when you choose the paralyzing fear from achieving your needful faults. Your matured, 'digested' failures become your best teaching leaders.
But, when you repress your emotions, your memories, when you wish just to forget your mistakes quickly, they become unhelpful 'dead weight'... and you carry them tiredly. Carry them, as your kinsfolk's whole generation carries the own unsolved faults.
Then, at the end of your timeline, you put it to the next, younger generation's shoulders and from that moment they - your children! - tote further the 'heritage baggage' plus their own mistakes, which they later devolve to the youngers... and so on, and so on... and the weight becomes bigger and bigger... until the materialised physical illnesses kill the 'sherpa'.
Have you already heard about hereditary diseases which run in a family from generation to generation?
Have you already think of its meaning, of the soul's desperate message?
The soul sends the s.o.s. signs by the body. The unsolved spiritual burdens manifest themselves in physical illnesses.
When your family's generations 'sweep under the carpet' their similar, unsolved spiritual tasks, when they hide their 'skeleton in the cupboard', then your family members inherit the same diseases.
But time to time God/the creator spirit/the Universe - you may call, as you like - sends a person to all families with more, stronger, higher capabilities - a 'generational family savior' as the spiritual healing calls them - a strange, inconsistent, unsociable, untreatable, but absolutely FREE 'bird' who can elucidate, understand, transvalue, forgive and change the hidden spiritual burdens of the unbearable baggage, who is able to ease the next generation's burdens and dare to tell - to share - these experiences of teachings.
/Even in a foreign language, if just it gives help /
Maybe, you are, this appropriate person!
Maybe subconsciously, but your family counts on you!
Don't wait!
It is never too late to utter your own, inner truth!
Never too late to forgive the mistakes, even if they are yours or maybe others', to heal the soul's purulent wounds and move on with peaceful mind, by easy steps.