Lies are poisoning the liar continuously, and the most dangerous lies are those ones, which are told by you - to deceive your own self.
Yes!
But what about the lies, which have not been materialized by your body?
What about the self-deceiving lies, which are hiding high above the material surface, in your spiritual entity?
The lies, which became a part of your personality?
Just watch!
You have changed the heavenly software's basic program and the realities, you have created, are parted, are not in oneness anymore... and you don't even notice it.
The process is the same.
Your emotions are incarcerated, suppressed, but the jailers are much more stronger and not, nor a single sigh can escape from the captivity.
Your soul's hidden jail cells wake to an autonomous life and you lose the control imperceptibly.
For the first time it might be strange... your material reality, your everyday life drifts so far from your emotions... and you begin to live in two or more parallel realities at the same time.
One level for the empty, emotionless body, whose insensitivity makes physical symptoms too.
One and more levels for the suppressed emotions.
And you, my sad friend, you are escaping thither, from material reality.
Thereafter your spoken words also live a separated life and only heaven knows, which of your realities is speaking right now.
Perhaps, the outside world calls you 'liar', but the truth is, that even your own self does not know the difference between 'lie' and 'truth'.
All your spiritual levels tell their clear, honest truth, but, they drown into contradiction without the realities' coordination... and your beautiful true-lies become useless.
May I say, that you are very unlucky?
You are very unlucky... your cloud castle is drifting high in the imagination's illusory air and your captive spiritual values remain there incarcerated, lost without rhyme or reason.
In the absence of grounding, in the absence of material realization the most beautiful idea or the greatest talent and all the gifts of God are put into the drain.
... and God is crying in Heaven when seeing your loss...
