To undertake and observe your elusive inner shudder, to handle and face it, understand the intent, to make this dim shiver 'grounded' in material reality, it is your responsibility.
The stakes are huge!
Do you really want to become to a jailhouse?
To the prison of your suppressed emotions?
Oh, i hear... already hear the crying from your inner correctional-camp.
Artistic Talent is the first cell's captive, Heavenly Inspiration suffers in the second one, yonder True Love and Unspoken Beauty shakes their chains and beyond the corner Dream Vision sits slumped in.
Be sure, sooner or later, but once they necessarily find the chance to erupt... and the outcome is more than uncertain.
Psyche and Soma - they work in perfect harmony behind your back.
The suppressed emotion's little, closed jail cell manifests itself in your body, and begins to broadcast s.o.s. signals.
Chronical Illness moves in, unpacks and settles in for a long stay.
The drugs, medical treatments or surgeries are so hopeless attempts... did you ever tried to stamp out your PC software's viral infection by pouring germ-killer antiseptics onto your keyboard or monitor?
It is so understandable - the error and the 'treatment' can not meet each other - they exist in different spiritual levels.
Your body's complete healing is hidden in your soul.
May i say, that you are lucky?
You are lucky, because Chronical Illness inflicts material facts, that can not be gainsaid. Which require the actions and warrant the road of solution. When you get tired of doctors, hospitals or medical tortures - you should glance at your inner prison and discharge the jailed emotions... and after finishing self-deception - you'll be healed.
Lies are poisoning the liar continuously, and the most dangerous lies are those ones, which are told by you - to deceive your own self.