Do You still remember? #1

It's not easy to come here, into this dense vibration of Earthly life.

It's not easy to leave the Home, the beloved souls and to start a new material game with its falls and risings, failures and successes.

It's not easy to break away the eternal, unconditional love, to put on a hard-treatable physical body... and to submerge into fear's darkness.

Do you remember?

Somewhere, deep inside your cells, in your feelings... somewhere in the depth of your blessed dreams, there shines the picture, the sight, you are missing so much... there shines the lost Home's light... and reminds you to the loss, you have suffered.

Familiar souls' faces, familiar landscapes' moods haunt in 'deja vu' experiences... and you search... search for the places, for the human beings, known from your dim longings... search through the lifetime... from life to life.

It's not easy to become to an earthling... 

... and the game starts by your birth.

Just the sleep remains... the soul's last chance to fly Home for a while. For a rest, to refill the missing energy and to meet the beloved ones, who have already 'died', or yet stay at Home, so far from this material life. Just the sleep gives freedom for the soul... but each morning you have to wake up!

... and the lacerated scars of loss begin to bleed again.

That is why babies used to wake up by crying.

Their memories are yet painfully fresh, they can lurk into the heavenly plan, they surely know, that Earthly life is not a light comedy...

It's not easy to become to an earthling.

But slowly you learn to use your body, your vivid memories fade under the subconsciousness' threshold and one day you wake up without crying...

By hard work, from year to year, you build up the written life-story's scenes.

Emotions, inspirations show the needed steps.

They lead you.

Listen to your emotions, my friend, don't believe the World's damning opinion.

Serious, adult people will speak to you about the useless emotions' craziness, will warn you to bury your inspirations and feelings... but no one will tell you the truth - while suppressing those emotions, you lose the connection with your true self.

Your soul speaks by the emotions' language.

Just watch an listen!

Your material life's tangible reality is driven by elusive emotions. Overwhelming desires, unexpected longings, unknown yearnings remind and define the predestined way.

Just watch and feel, all your emotions are 'virtual'.

Your soul's vibration conveys the message but you decide about the realization.

To undertake and observe your elusive inner shudder, to handle and face it, understand the intent, to make this dim shiver 'grounded' in material reality, it is your responsibility.